can’t post this elsewhere w/o the risk of being sent to a ward so. also sorry, am on mobile and can’t remember how to do the hidden thing cw mention of suicidal thoughts and bad family relationships
uhhhhhh, so shit has gotten really fucking hard. I sobbed my entire drive home last night, and I mean, the thoughts have been bad but never t h i s bad. was so tempted to just let go of the wheel. everything fucking sucks right now. my parents have become horrid. transphobic, ableist, just overall shitheadery. I’d rather be dead or live in a fucking bush than be here. they threatened to stop paying for my meds…. on my fucking birthday…. saying how I need to pay for my own stuff when I literally can’t afford my $100+ med bill per month, one med I literally cannot live without. struggling to find work too because of this whole pandemic, which is just delaying the process of me leaving this place forever. I’m either hiding in my room, drowning myself in endless video games and job searching, or taking shelter at my siblings. this isn’t a life I want to live. I just want to leave, whether that be by death or going off grid and making the forest into my home, scrambling through the brush, full nude
Literally all these comments… He’s just European lmfao
everyone in Munich acts like this
This dude is called “Jeremy Williams”, (real name Daniel Schütz), he’s German and he’s infamous in Germany for being weird and supposedly on drugs. A few months ago he went on a drug-induced rant on his German YouTube channel where he said that he only eats 1kg of skyr joghurt, cheese and lemons and other foods he hated because eating foods you like make you fat. Just google “Jeremy Fragrance Skyr” or something and you’ll maybe find a reupload because he has since deleted all of his weird videos.
He also does videos of him doing naked push-ups in the street and he wears a weird “clip” on his suits in his more recent videos which supposedly help him in filtering radioactive and magnetic energy waves. Germans think he is a massive coke fiend and they don’t take him seriously AT ALL, but I enjoy watching his videos because he’s so weird.
